My Happy Crush

7:56 PM

Oh my peanut butter and pillows! I never ever ever almost thought I'd have a happy crush in this almost boring full of weirdness and sweet surprise media life! So I was just checking one of the recommended channel in youtube by a magazine I bought when I went to the mall with my mom. Of course I was very happy as my ultimate fun hobby is to read read and read! Now, there were a lot of sites this magazine suggested to be visited which made me itsi bitsi dizzy at the time I went to check on all the sites.And then today I was fully able to really visit a fun one which is charlieissocoollike!
I promise on my hot sweet chocolate bar you would never regret you visited his site just because.
Charlie is so bubblin' cute especially when he tries to emphasize something and his face just goes crazy adorkably cute! Adding to that, some of the videos he make is very education like this one: Cool science: Light and he can also give my everyday life justice like this one:Stop procrastinating.
Did I already mention that he's so incredibly adorkfully cute? Yes. I think I already did. :))
 He's Charlie McDonnel

Oh! and . uhm.. That's his serious glasses
Soo cute.I'm dying. Dyyyying





♥Ketsuekineko

18 days left

5:07 PM


Remember I told you I that I need to clear my mind and know what's going on and to figure out what I need to do? I'm super proud to tell you that I've had some eye opening moment(well, at least that's what I think of it).

I have come to terms with my alter-ego. I have thought of the times I have spent in Manila. I was terribly lonely about my fan girl life. I have gone in to a total hiatus which is considered to be undesired.
Now, to make up for the lost times I am to spend the rest of the month doing research about the events I wasn't able to cover. Pyon! Pyon! Such a great idea. I'm a genius I should just marry myself.


Then after this month I am to make up for the missed opportunities to make myself better. Last school year was a total breakdown of my nerd phase. My nerd mind was not fed properly so it turned into its hibernation moment. It has to be activated again! I still don't have plans though. But in time I will discover it with open eyes, mind and heart. I'm so invincible. I'm a unicorn! 






♥Ketsuekineko

Sunggyu to be a contestant in "The Genius: Rules of the Game"

4:30 PM

The Genius: Rules of the Game is a survival game show where contestants are to fight each other till only one remains to be crowned the winner. Guess what? Our Infinite's Sunggyu is to be part of it! As we all know he placed in middle school(?), and was pretty popular with girls(as he says).
The games seem to be pretty hard which, in the end, made Sunggyu say,  “It could be true that I don’t know what I’m doing but that’s for only me to know“.
Hehe!! I'm excited and at the same time terrified. I sure do hope Sunggyu pass all of it and be the winner! Let's pray and hope and support. Sarangahae Sunggyu! ♥




♥Ketsuekineko

At the end of the day..

4:20 PM

At the end of the day, all I wanna see is you...

My cotton candy bend and muffly pillow. ♥





♥Ketsuekineko

Viewtiful

4:08 PM

Hi! Hello! :)
I'm still feeling the prick of pain of yesterday's event but fear not! I'm reviving the feeling of hope. My lips still holds it. 






Okaayy. Why did I suddenly put L's teaser photos for his Bravo Viewtiful photo essay book?kekeke~
It's pretty obvious to us Inspirits that L loves his camera. What more, we Filipino Inspirits saw him come out of their waiting room in Manila Hotel holding is precious camera. Now he has his own photo essay book will be released in May!! Good job our dearest visual L!! We love you!
There will only be 30,000 copies to be made so fans better save money starting now.
Check it out on the links below:
. L's Bravo Viewtiful info
L's Bravo Viewtiful vid

One of the reasons I posted that is because I also have a dream to be a photographer. Well, L just inspired me more. Isn't it amazing to capture moments, people, nature, and events and will be able to look at it later?
I like cameras. One time I and my bff made a photoshoot. I became her photographer for the day. It was fantastic! I also got to choose the clothes and I was so happy all I pick turned out to be great.




♥Ketsuekineko

#KARAMFIGHTING

11:08 PM

I am just in utter gush of sadness right now.
I was scrolling down on my tumblr dashboard and happily re-blogging post when I came to read one particular post. It just said "#KARAMFIGHTING Karam's dad died of heart attack"

no. i.can't.do.this.anymore.

I was just about to tell my ultimate success on finding out the right thing for me to do but this post just made me stop and think and feel sad. I mean I'm a MASTER for almost 2 years now and this just makes me real sad. Karam being one of DGNA's member and his dad.... no I can't type it.
I jusst.. I'm a mess
Sorry I'm out of here.
Let me touch the pain of this event for a moment in behalf of DGNA and the MASTER family.
May Karam's dad rest in peace. Y_Y





♥Ketsuekineko

Clear my mind

11:57 PM

Sunbeams found me. Still lying on my bed, tending in my dreams the precious little pleasures only it can show me. My, for instance, I want to fly, only in my dreams I can do that, if it'd happily let me. Sometimes, I become a bird sure as a real bird with its wings that it can fly. I try to keep in mind everytime I go cuddle my pillow and blanket like clouds and marshmallows that when I wake up, the real world will shine like the moon never shone on your face the night so precious when the stars wished you good night. I like the dark. Much as well I say I love it to my fancy. Gory movies never let me down like an axe to be forced to the victim by the serial killer. But anyways, I did not waste your time to tell you that. But I guess I will when you'll start reading the next pace of my existence and difficulties. You've been warned.

I guess I'm too indifferent, though I can see through my friends' bare eyes that I'm a less than an inch easy to dig up. I guess I give away expressions to my emotions too easily. Time passes by and the birds migrate. Am I the only one attached too much to my fancies? I'm confused. My mind too taken aback. 

For the passed days I can say myself had been quite greedy though I take time to look my reflection in the mirror to check if I'm still sane. Yes I am still sane, just something made me...mad. I guess that's the word for my actions.

I've been on the cyber world for quite sometime now. I have been in this thing of making up for the lost times. It makes sense since I've been so lonely caged in my room with nothing but stick and dried leaf to live with. So now, I do things as I please. Download all the mv of my idols. Listen to music till it  lull me to sleep. Watch whatever I found interesting. Eat whatever is edible on the dinning table. Talk less, write further more.  Get old by days, younger by smiles. But nothing seemed to be the right thing. This kills me. This always happen almost every single day at it bothers me. I have no life. I thought it would make me quite happy, it did so blissfully, but it went away with just a blink. It leaves me with a bad taste in my mouth when time fly so fast with me stuck in puddle. This scares me to death.

I don't know how to deal with this frightful obsession of mine. Nothing seems to be fantastic even if I try to see positive in little things. Shall I take time to think, away from the keyboard and tired fingers? Shall I go see  the world out there, explore a little more? Listen to the birds and smile a real one?

I don't know. I'm too confused. I'm too resentful. I should hid my face behind cold rocks. I don't want my loved on to see me like this. I'm too...bleak.

I hope I'll find the shooting stars soon. It'll sure make me happy. I guess I will start my search first thing when the sunbeams find me again, then again maybe after I work out.





♥Ketsuekineko

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