Another stormy day.

5:03 PM

*SIGH
The storm got my shoe and socks all wet as well as my uniform.
School was canceled after lunch today. It's because of the storm.
Howiee. It's still raining outside, good thing it does not affect the internet connection or else I'm going to die!
Oh well, what else can I do here at our home  but surf the net and do the research for T.L.E.(Currently listening to Our kind of love-lady antebellum)

Right now am currently reading a book entitled, "Take me for a ride" in my ebook reader on my cellphone.
It's more likely about soul-searching. About, soul-mates, inspiration, aspiration, making lotsa people happy, ultimate destination, Guru(God), negative forces, quest, karma, etc.
It's about Mark and his quest in life: to find a teacher, more like a *brujo*, to get away from his stressed and disturbed parent who, in his story, seemed that is always irritated by them.
He found his *brujo*. Which is in the person of  Atmananda(Dr. Lenz) and Chinmoy.
Am still in the process of reading his real life story, though sometimes I don't understand some lines, but I think I get it's main point.
It was interesting in my part. Cause I, somehow see myself in his stories; in the way that he introduces himself.
I like to greet people; though sometimes I get ignored. I like to experiment on what people say and try it in my own life. It's actually fun. 
But being doubtful is our problem. We may want to know some person, be friends with them,  the problem is that even though we get along with such persons we tend to still doubt them.
And that is, what I think, make me distant.

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This is why I found this book interesting. I'm hoping to find solution in my problem of being "DISTANT" from  people. I am hoping that this might help on improving myself.
God is with us.





♥Saber.xoxo

Finally, the 1st monthly examination is over! Time to relax

8:28 PM

Finally ! The 1st examination is over! Time to relax and have a long sleep tonight.
I'll have a long day tomorrow, gonna buy my essentials and do the rest of my homework.( Yes, homework already!) It's fine.

Hoowee.. It's only been a month since school started but I already feel the rush.
I feel the rush as a Senior preparin' for College. hoho
My mom is already telling me to do this, do that, be independent, you should learn this, learn that, always be ready! and teachin' me stuffs about college life, she even tells me scenarios in her own college years! 
It's been fun listening to her stories. It makes me feel excited and in the same time, nervous.

Oh, and yeah, am goin' to take the exam for UPCAT . T^T
Oh dear, I hope to pass. 
So, this is it for now. Toodles!










♥Saber.xoxo

A Reputation Ruined

5:49 PM

 A reputation once broken may possibly be repaired, but the world will always keep their eyes on the spot where the crack was.
-Joseph Hall 

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How hard could it be, to have a reputation been ruined?
To face the world wearing that crack, it almost seemed that it's read all over your face.
She said," I wished I could go back in time, change what I did and wished I never did it in the first place."
I almost cried, knowing about her sad story.
I wish I could do something to make her feel better.
But how could I? I just read about her story, never knowing who to give credit to.
It's so sad. It's heartbreaking.
The feeling of getting back her good reputation, It's almost her greed.
Who can blame her? It's what she's been wishing for. Loosing her reputation and all?!

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I want to help. I wish I could do SOMETHING..
SOMETHING.SOMETHING.

It's just because it's so sad...





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Just finished doing the thesis intro ^.^

7:10 PM

I just finished typing the thesis introduction for our research subject.
Whew. It was a bit tiring but the feeling of relaxation after finishing something rewarding is fun^.^
Just sent it to my thesis partner for some editing and he'll do the printing.

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Tomorrow there will be school again. Another week of studying. Oh, and the exams are only few days away!
Gosh, 4th year high school life is like : expect the unexpected and no matter what, always be prepared!
Well, it doesn't really sink in to me
I'm glad, that I'm coping up somehow.
Thanks to God, He is always there to help. And to my mom and family for always being there for me.

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I hope to be fruitful starting now and forever.
Please help me God.



 





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The teacher says: Suppose you already graduated college and write your job Application Letter!

8:21 PM

ZOMG!
This assignment of ours is giving me a headache!
grr.... Well it's not really that hard. It's only that I don't have a slightest idea on how to make one!

Good thing there's the internet to help me besides my mom.
wew. So frustrating!

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Ahh.. found a site which helped me alot! ^.^

Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!!

Hmm. The only problem I have now is how I'm going to imply my chosen course to the letter.
hehe

May God help me with this.
Always keep believing!





♥Saber.xoxo

2 weeks of being a Senior High School Student

9:20 PM


This passed days I've been so busy concerning school stuffs.
Getting together with friends, welcoming a new student and home works! 

It's been fun going back to school. Well at least I'm enjoying my last year in High School.
Learning new stuffs, being active and all..

I'm so regretful I somehow waisted my past 3 years in High School.
If only I knew it wasn't that so hard to make a difference. If  only I knew it wasn't that scary. If only I knew I can make it, I could have done so.

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Well, what's done is done. No sense dwelling.
Now I'm just really happy with the outcome of what I found fun to do.
I learned new stuffs, I now explore more, I take chances but sometimes at the wrong time(well at least I did my best), I communicate more this time!(I'm a really quiet type person) and I'm having fun!

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When I grow up and have finished High School, College, and find a job, when I've helped my parent and siblings, when I become successful, Before I meet the love of my life, when we buy a home and have kids,
when everything is at it's right place. 

I wanna teach my kids and and their kids to be active. I'll let them explore and be adventurous, BUT in the right place and time. I want them to be sociable and not to be like me. I've taken so many things for granted and this time I wanted to be motivated.

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I think what I have experienced in life is already enough for me to see things STILL as a kid but seeking the wisdom of the old. I'm the first child in the family after all. I should be the role model to my siblings first!

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Of course, I have to study hard and fulfill my dreams.

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I'm so thankful to God we are still living. Even though my family is experiencing financial problem right now, I don't see that as a hindrance in fulfilling my dreams. God is always helping us, He always answer our prayer

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Yes, there are times when I hate myself, my life. There are times when I wanna give up.
But I still hold on, even though I wanna cry.
I still keep my faith. I still believe.

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God always make a way ^.^







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