You know how I just love gore, fantasy, action,
and coolness? It’s all in the movie called, “Hansel and Gretel:Witch
Hunters”. I mean, even if you’re not a fan of the genre given above, you’ll
admire just how good this movie is. From the story line to the actors and then
to the manipulation of everything else. If it’s a restaurant, it’s gotta have
12 stars. Adding to that, my favorite actress, Gemma Aterton, plays Gretel. I mean, she’s
everything I want to be (If not Zooey). And then you’ll just love the fight
scenes. They just ACED it. No questions. Plus, their weapons are just superb.
It’s everything you’ll ever want, or rather need, if you were to fight ugly,
child-eating, evil witches. Ugh. I don’t think I’m giving it justice describing
it like this. Watch the movie and you’ll know what I was trying to say.
God! R is just a charmer! Who would’ve thought
a zombie would fall in love, rather, feel any emotion, at all. And he’s also
awfully cute I just want to snatch him away from Julie. Haha kidding. But see,
he has a soft spot for vinyl and its music. As Julie says, he’s a purist. How
freakin’ adorable. Well, just so you know, I’m not really a fan of these kind
of love stories but this one is just unique I can’t help but exempt it.
The story is about a ballerina, a really famous
one. She had it all: Loyal and rich husband, a cute daughter, a beautiful
mansion, and a stable career. But then all went wrong when his husband was
killed by a greedy person who wants to take all of the man’s fortune and stuff.
You’ll love how a beautiful ballerina fight for
her life and work intelligently to survive. Who would’ve thought such a pretty
face can kick-ass? A+A-W-E-S-O-M-E-N-E-S-S in the house.
"And she was no beauty queen She was in love at just sixteen ... But her head was filled with things that could've been And she was just sixteen"
I know. I’m sorry it took me quite a long while
before updating my blog but now I’m back! Missed me? Really, you did? Glad to
Haha truth be told I’m just glad you spared
time just to read my posts about my life and all the trouble, adventure, and boringness
that comes with it. Hey, not every single moment in one’s life need be a
climax. That’s awfully troublesome and annoying because perfect does not exist.
Well, maybe only almost perfect? Like my idol, Zooey Deschanel? Yah. I guess
How has my first 2 weeks of being sixteen year
old? To tell you the truth, nothing productive, more or less. Nothing but movie
and drama marathon, food, and sleep. I didn’t even bother going online to watch
anime and videos. It has been dreary. I couldn’t think or act productively over
my first 2 week as a sixteen year old teenage hippie girl.
Well, most of my day is spent on talking to
people with kpop interests, or sometimes I read a book. One particular person I
talk to is Jazz. A girl around eighteen, an Inspirit, and a dark chocolate
lover like me. Queer right? Well, she calls me ’Halmeoni’, that’s how you call
a grandma in Korean, even though I’m just sixteen, not married, and don’t have
any kids yet, it’s just because my bias is Sunggyu and he is nicknamed grandpa.
I don’t mind… Really. When we chat, it goes on for hours and I kind of enjoy
her company. I admire how she has this kind of composure over things. How she
can balance out reality and fangirling. How she takes time to serve God and
really love Him, no pretense. I, myself, sometimes get annoyed with church
responsibilities and such and I am so not proud of that. Well, I’m learning
from Jazz, and I’m just glad I get to know her. Haven’t talked to her for a
while now, like a few days? Yeah, I get too attached and I know that’s a big
setback. Oh well, it’s not always you meet someone like her.
I’ve been pretty much
busy with fangirling I forgot myself. Good thing I got a tip from a magazine I
read in the salon last Saturday. It made me snap out from all these obsession
over Kgroups. I’ve now set boundaries. I think it just saved me from a world of
pain and I’m ever so grateful to that. At least before the new Semester start
and take up all my free time, it’ll give me opportunity to be in my world
again. In the real one.
But her head was filled with things that could've been
And she was just sixteen."
May 7. It's my day. Well, more or less.
I woke up earlier than anyone in the house, as usual. Before going out of bed, I played several DGNA and Infinite songs. It was like they're serenading me on my birth-day. :3 I went outside, feeling giddy knowing it's my day(though I don't have any intention of admitting or celebrating it). The weather was cool. There was a lot of clouds though it was bright. I heard the birds sing. It was magical. I went to play with our kitties for a little while then went inside 'cause it started to rain. Everything was perfect! I love the rain and to think that it came specifically on my day? I guess it loves me, too.
After everyone woke up, we went to the mall to buy ingredients for the cake we will bake then went back home afterwards. It was my wish to my mom. Just to bake cake and maybe sleep the rest of the day.
Me and Alex(my sister whose day is the same as mine. We're not twins, though. I'm 3 years older than her. What a coincidence, right?), went to bake the cake while mom cooks pancit. I was so happy mixing the ingredients that most of the time I exaggerate and freak. I'm just glad it turned out quite well.
By night, my cousins came. I totally did not expect them coming(though their house is like 50 steps away from ours). So they sang the Happy birth-day song and I and Alex blew the sparkling candles after the song. We ate together. Although most of the time I was annoyed with their rants and other ugly stuffs, I still put up with them. Then we went to the park to eat ice cream. We watched oldies do aerobics. It was pretty funny 'cause they were dancing to Psy's Gentleman. Them we went near the rides. They rode on the Ferry's Wheel. I took pictures. After that, we went on window shopping; outside. Haha. Then, we got tired and went home.
I lay on my bed, thinking about my wish. I wonder if it'll come true. I do hope so.
My song(this definitely describe my life right now. How nostalgic. I wonder if it's fate or just mere coincidence):
I'm planning to make a cover of this but I don't know how to play any instruments.. Maybe I'll just settle for acapella? But I think that's gonna be hard. haha
Songs that remind me of this day:
(Remember the oldies dancing to this song?yeah)
This was playing while I was in the park.
To sum it all up, I have to say I don't believe I've grown that much both mentally and physically. I got caught up in tangles I could not untangle by my own. I did not learn that many stuffs. I feel left behind. My friend was right, I'm self-destructive. I freak on little stuffs and I worry a lot.
But even though that's the case, I want to expand my outlook more, meet a variety of people, and improve my own worth.
Dew drops from the leaf. I can feel the cold morning breeze. It touched my skin faintly. I love the feeling it gave me early in the morning.
I woke up pretty early today by dragging myself out of my precious bed. The night before, I went to bed early which made me kind of angry, I'd rather sleep late. So I went outside wanting to feel a cold summer morning.
It is nice being out early in the morning. You can breathe fresh air, hear the birds' twit, and reflect deeply.
For this morning I exercised(I gained so much fat and it shows like bread puffs.ugh). I felt really happy because no other living things linger around(except, of course, some ants, bugs, cats, etc.)
Okay, I really don't want to talk about how my day went because I want to talk about my first few days of May because everything was just love.
I was really sad at the beginning of the day because I thought it'd just be another unproductive day. I still tried to be hopeful. Then Mika sent me a text message inviting me and Ashley for a sleepover. I hurriedly asked my mom if I can and she said yes^^ This time I asked for pocket money in advance :)) I came to her house around 4pm and saw her drawing. It was really cool and realistic. I remembered once I went to the mall and saw something like it, my friend and I asked how much a realistic drawing cost and it was already a thousand for a medium sized drawing. I mean, real talent. Wow
We updated each other(though there's not much in my part). We watched some videos of Exo, cg, and talked about cosplay. We ate a very yummy crab for dinner :3
Ashley and Cathy came over. Mika and Cathy cooked spaghetti with kimchi while me and Ashley browsed through a magazine. We had a mini late celebration of Mika's 17th bday. We sang Happy birth-day and it's Korean version. It was so fun! We ate the spaghetti and cake while watching DGNA live performances and some videos of TVXQ. Everything was awesome :3
Was now in Ashley & Cathy's house. We talked about our dream scenarios with our Infinite biases. Everything was so funny, cute, and romantic. How I wish it'd come true. XD Though that might be wishful thinking for a fan like me, but hey, nothing's impossible!!
Then afterwards they went to my house. We filmed a video for Ash and Cath's parody cover of besweet-can't stop it(or a song title similar to that). It was funny 'cause the one in the original mv was sweet and cute while their cover is hilarious. haha I had fun taping them. Then we watched some kpop mv and exchanged files. I finally got our photoshoot snaps. haha
It was kinda embarrassing 'cause it was really hot. I think they weren't able to sleep well.
The next day, there was totally nothing to do. We just went to see farm. It was soooo hot the sun's striking at my skin again. Thank goodness there was a tree casting a fair amount of shadow. We were able to rest and dance to a few songs.
After we ate lunch, they watched a movie while I slept then practiced some moves from Miss A's Independent Women. The choreo was hard I got tired really fast. Then they were off to go home.
May 5&6 went in a daze. I was kinda robotic. Doing the same thing. Though I don't mind. I had fun the past few days. And finally I can do whatever I want. Kkkk~
Whew. A few more minutes before 12am, huh? All I want to do tomorrow is just sleep. Sighs. I wish I could bake. My night with Mika just gave me an eye-opener for the thing I really want. I just really wanted to bake. That's what's making me feel empty and grumpy all this time. I wasn't able to do what I really want. I told my mom about baking. She said she has always been supportive, just give her some more time. I understand.