Hey! It's the end of the month already .

11:26 PM

It's the end of the month already!
Really?
Wow. Is it just me or, time is getting unbelievably fast?

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So, i mean, really, it's already the end of the month "APRIL".
Which means......

8 days to go before my birthday!

How much more exciting could it be?
Happy.Happy





♥Saber.xoxo

Hot summer. Sweet Swimming!

11:11 PM


Today, I woke up pretty earlier than anyone else,and earlier than I was supposed
to get up.
Maybe it was because I was reminded by myself that....
WE'RE GOIN' SWIMMING TODAY!

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Wheeew. Living in a tropical country, like my beloved Philippines,
swimming is always a big option when it comes to summer.
The big, bright yellow sun, the warm summer breeze.
Oh, it's always nice having a day like this with my family .

When I see the running waters, I felt the excitement, I feel the rush!
I've never experience to have a bath in this kind of environment.
But it was fun connecting with nature,
with fresh waters, not the one you feel when you're inside a pool!


The water was over flowing. It seems that it is never ending,
so as it seems that it doesn't had a beginning.

I had so much fun since as I could remember.
But when did it really began?

I don't know.
But I'm sure it started with the persons I love the most.
My Family.
And of course, GOD!






♥Saber.xox

Inspired by Nil's Musings' blog

2:47 PM

I've always been a ready person. I always like to read books, specifically interesting books,
or an article, or a story, and in blogs.

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These passed months, when I started my blog, I'm very eager to find blogger and their blogs
with interesting story to tell. Those blogs that have the X-factor, or the Y-factor
or whatever you want to call them

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I've seen pretty blogs, those blogs with pretty things to share.
Blogs that's with luxury, fame and pretty much an eye-candy.
These blogs have satisfied me. Making me see only what I want to see.
Making me feel like I want to have what she have! or I want to buy that one too!
Or I want to be someone like that or this.

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But the more I look at those blogs, I feel something's wrong with me.
Something different and I hate it.
Something like there's an emptiness within me, like I'm trapped.

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Somehow I felt bad. I want to find the answer to what I'm feeling.
I want to feel complete again, I want to be free.

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So I've found this blog called, "Nil's Musing " a month ago.
I've found this blog with many interesting facts and stories to tell.
Not only made up stories but real ones.
He shares what he have by blog.
I can tell that his blog is not made to do anything fancy or anything cool,
it's just something true.
This blog helps poeple. It helps in a way that you can improve yourelf.
By reading his blog, you can find the real you.
You can learn and in the same way, have fun!

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Well, I did. I had fun. I've found myself free again.
I believed I've  improved somehow, and I know people can tell.

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You know it's up to you too.

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Be an open minded person!





♥Saber.xoxo

Getting in touch, AGAIN ^.^

7:44 PM



These passed days I've been in touched with my 1st year high school crush
and I guess it started when I messaged him at facebook .
It was with, "hey,you! how's your vacay?", "what's new with you?,
"what's goin' on with your life" and "how's your love life, WHO'S YOUR CRUSH? ^.^"

Friends always ask things like that. But this one, I'm not quite sure.
those questions above had been asked, and every time the conversation
lasted longer, it was getting deeper and deeper, I got pretty confused actually.

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I've had the feeling of excitement, of joy, of  happiness.
A feeling of being confused, of craziness, of memories of  LOVE.

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We started to text each other again, he called me, not twice,but trice.
Our memories of being classmates in 1st year HS had been talked about.
Our friends, our quarrels, our promises.

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It was nice being in touch again with this person.

Is there something new going on?
Well, I can't tell, YET. ^.^





♥Saber.xoxo

Feeling sick :(

8:11 PM

Backache!! Headache!! Paralysed body!!

Ohhh..  I feel so sick! :( feel the pain, It hurts so much!

:'(

Good thing many people care about me and they take care of me real good :)

I'm feeling the LOVE!





♥Saber.xoxo

A day with nothing to do, AGAIN. . .

4:27 PM


Another day will pass with me not doing anything specific, AGAIN.
Besides surfing the net and watchin' animes. *BUFF
How boring could it be. :|

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A specific special person popped into my head today while daydreaming.
I wonder how he's doin'  lately.
It just bothers me cause he's not been updating me these passed days.
Oh well. If there's anything he'd want to tell me,
he'll just tell me off, right?
Well maybe there's just really nothing to say.

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By the way,
I'm wearin' the SMILE you gave me. :)





♥Saber.xoxo

I want Sophisticating Pink hair . . .

8:42 PM



Sophisticating pink hair is just so adorable!
If only I can die my hair pink without anyone
scolding me, then I'd definitely do it! :3





♥Saber.xoxo

I'm BAAAAAAACK! It's good to be back HOME =)

9:33 PM



At last I'm back to my Home Sweet Home!
It's been only 2 days since I went to Pasig but it felt too long ..
Ohh well.
What can I say? It's really really really really really really really
really really really really really
Good to be back home!

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But I kinda miss somebody from there...
heheheh...

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○In here and Out there○
Two days I've been out and about.
I saw the world go round and round
I've been out of my comfort zone for awhile,
I hope this wouldn't change my phase, my dream.

Out there is a big opportunity,
People are trying to reach.
Out there is a ranging chaos,
I hope the government is aware of.
Out there is my love,
Waiting for me to meet him.

But in here, there is care,
there is faith, there is happiness.
In here there is guidance,
there is hope and there is joy.

In here I can be who I want to be.
In here I can be with whom I wanted to be.
In here, My True Love and I,
can't live happily ever after.

Cause out there,
Happily ever after may exist.
But In here,
LOVE LASTS Forever.

=)





♥Saber.xoxo

BORED! :(

10:18 PM

BORED.BORED.BORED.BORED.BORED.BORED.BORED.BORED.BORED.BORED.
BORED.BORED.BORED.BORED.BORED.
 
 
SOrry. I really can't do anything nice to myself  today. 
Today, I really feel lonely. :(
AND BORED! grrr... :(

ANNOYING ANNOYING ANNOYING!





♥Saber.xoxo

Off to go to Manila!

10:01 AM

Preparin' to go to Manila!
Isn't today a nice day?

I'll be off for about 2-3 days so good luck and update me as soon as possible!

Thanks for the good time yesterday, "Ashley"

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Feelin' good cause am wearing my BOBBYJACK t-shirt,
my fave!





♥Saber.xoxo

A day with Ashley: good time!♥

7:04 PM



Today, as I woke up, I immediately thought about my outing with Ashley
and I even forgot about mon le petit de`jeuner!(my breakfast)

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So, as I recall it. I've been very annoying this morning
that I kept calling Ashley's cellphone to remind her about our outing..hahah
So at 10:30 am, I took a bath, wore my clothes and do my hair and face :) tada!
I love it!

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Our first meeting was @ Unitop and I was first to be there.
So as I was waiting for Ashley, I looked at the clothes section and find if anything
would please my picky ego; and if ever, gonna buy something.
So I saw this cute, dark cardigan, which I thought I would buy, when Ashley came with her dad,
looking like barbie in her pink color coded tank top and sandals. And I absolutely love her
strawberry shortcake handbag!= Adorable!

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We shopped, fed our fantasies with the good looking clothes,
and easily found what we wanted for ourselves:
Ashley got this cute, kinda summer-looking laced maroon t-shirt.
and in the end, I didn't get to buy the cardigan cause I don't think I can pair it with any
of my clothes. So instead, I bought  two wallpapers for my mood board :)

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So the next stop was a take out from Greenwich and then we took a jeepny ride to
Sun Star Mall!yay!

So the first thing we did there was to eat our take outs
and after that we went to Pandayan Bookshop to buy myself a book
so that I wouldn't always be in front of the t.v. or the computer; and buy my gift for
Ashley for her 15 birthday @ April 16!
My gift to her was a huggable teddy bear which she picked herself.
And me, instead of buying a readable book, I bought, "The Word Finder".
which I found very unusual of myself cause I'm not quite interested at puzzles before.
So, It's a change :)♥

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And then, I got a chance to play the drums at WOF which is my fave game.
Ashley didn't try cause she's too shy. And it makes her remember something from the past.
And before going home, my mom bought us ice cream as a treat.
So yummy!♥

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Embarrassing moment of the day?
I almost lost TWO THINGS!
OH, good thing I still found both of them before someone else does!

Favorite moment:
When I got to eat the Caramel Biscotti which I bought for myself as a treat @ Max's

♫Today was FUN. :)





♥Saber.xoxo

Happy April's fools Day!

9:26 PM



♥Today was so much fun!♫

We Partied all night and had a contest of who has the best costume! and the winner is:
Valerie!hahaha she had 5 yummy candies for the prize!
she wore sexy and I never thought she would wear such thing cause she's boyish.

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We danced and had so much fun. I think I did a good job at operating this 
Party even though we're few but at least I did my part at making this summer a FUN one!
Next week we will also have this party but I hope this time it will be much better
and Funner!

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Happy April's fools Day!

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Though I think I danced awkward again and dorky.
My sister said my body was so stiff and I can't do sexy that's why I think it became dorky..
hahahahah..
well, THAT'S ME ALRIGHT.!♥





♥Saber.xoxo

Motivation for the month's end: Growing up and ALL THAT STUFFS....it doesn't suck after all

12:50 AM

I don't like grown up talks. Not unless it's an interesting story about the past, love etc. etc..


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Today my mom and I talked about my Senior year and me going to college next year,
talking about work and getting a job, THINK BIG, having my own family,
about my future and all that stuff.

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I'm not really interested about these stuffs right now
and honestly, I'm bored when conversations like these come and my mom asks me
what I'm going to do when the time comes that she can no longer support me and my sisters.
And when I got my own family and how I will raise them.

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Ok! I get it..!

Sooner I'll be turning 14 and from now on I should become a responsible individual
and I should start thinking about
WHO I WILL BE
WHO I WANTED TO BE KNOWN FOR.
WHAT WILL BE MY TITLE IN THIS WORLD.
It's all about FINDING MYSELF..

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It's kinda creepy you know. Cause my bhest friend and mom had the same thing to say to me.
It's like they know me better than ME.
But my bhest creeps me more than my mom.
She's like some kind of a psychic and thinks like a grown up and way smarter and intelligent than me.
and a happy go lucky and everything and I envy her..
hehehe...  well that's the ugly truth.
She's more experienced in life than me, and maybe that's the reason why she's very
wise.
Well, I'm PROUD OF HER! At least she's done a great job and
I don't think she'll ever have any regrets in her life...☺

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Now I've learned alot. "There REALLY IS a big difference between  LOOKING at stuffs,
 and really SEEING it."

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I should work on having a brighter vision on myself.
I should make my decisions more seriously and make it clearer.

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I should start on finding myself from now on...

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All credits should be given to GOD. ☺
I'm blessed for having a supportive and caring and loving mom,
and a loyal, entrusting bhest friend.
Thanks to them I'm having the courage and strength to find myself,
they help me to be strong and be brave( cause I'm not born that way :p)
Thanks to God for giving me what I need...
I should really cherissh them.
And in the same time, trying to be flexible.
Cause you don't know when will God's going to take something important to you.
You will never know...

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But right now, I'm really happy. ♥
This kind of stuffs DOESN'T SUCK after all. :) :D




Saber

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