10:35 PM

Just finished watching あの日見た花の名前を僕達はまだ知らない。
Omoooo~ I don't know what to say. It's part sad, part happy. And yes, it's one of a kind. I like it so much. It wakes up sense I have long forgotten. Friendship, love, goodbyes, and new beginning. Anohana has somewhat a play of logic, emotions, and memories in it. Jinta, Poppo, Anaru, Tsuruko, and Yukiatsu were all bounded by their wishes they forget the real reason they were brought together again, and that is to make Menma's dying wish come true. They call their group, "Super Peace Busters". You'll be compelled to Menma's sweetness wishing she wasn't in that state right now and just give her a chance in life. The other five, in a mission to make Menma's wish come true, found their own secret wishes, being honest with each other, finally had a break-through. 

Watch Anohana and make sure you have tissues on standby.
"Goodbyes aren't a one-sided affairs, you know"- Poppo(Anohana)


Annoying turn of events

4:09 PM

It's friggly annoying. I'm the one who's supposed to go out today but everybody just made their own agenda  and now I'm the one left at home, broke. Tss. Should've asked money ahead of time.
That picture above isn't supposed to be looking happy but since I searched "Home alone" and everything that popped out is freakin' hent** kadiri stuffs so I stopped looking for a sad one and put up with this one. Sighs. What an annoying turn of events. Annoying. Even the things on the web is annoying. Ugh


Red Panda♥

11:17 PM

My oh my. This is soo cute!! I think I'm a red Panda. >3<
They're solitary, nocturnal, and shy. Pyon! Pyon!~~


Why load so SLOOOOW?!

9:06 PM

It makes me really mad when I am watching an anime and it buffers sooooooo slow!! Slower than an inchworm! Slower than a turtle! Why do you do this to me? I just want to watch anime? Is it too much to ask? WHY!!
My friend even recommended me a great anime to watch and you buffer so ugh!! : '( You make me so sad. Sadder than a bird who lost his french fries. : (


Secret emotion

8:42 PM

There are many many times when I feel this ugly emotion creeping up my veins. It usually shows itself when I get mad or angry or upset. It usually put me to shame because every time it visits me, I blow like a bomb.
This is just sad. I hope goodness bless me with something to keep this ugly emotion I feel. /Hopes/


Heroes of Olympus: The Son of Neptune

6:31 PM

I finished reading this book on Monday evening. I really enjoyed reading this book as I am a fan of Percy Jackson and the author Rick Riordan. And just now I am chatting with my friend and I asked him authors he likes the most. He mentioned Rick!! I am so moved I just want to talk about all Rick's books.

PS. Letus/Thanatos/Death is so gorg like ugh so beautiful I wanna marry him. : )

Hehe just kidding. The description in the book is just very beautiful. He is the most beautiful death angel he's like my dream man. hehe Okay!! Ketsuekineko stop your fangirling!! *slaps my face* Ugh... I see Letus~~ Raw! bring me back to Earth!! 

So, I'm just gonna give a brief intro about the book

The Heroes of Olympus: The son of Neptune

This is the second book after The Lost Hero. After reading about Jason, Pipper, and Leo's story, we pretty much had an idea that there is another place for demigods to be safe and be able to harness their special gifts/talents. But where is Percy? Is he, by any chance, got to that other place? Is this what they say "Hera's exchange/tricks"?
You'll be able to solve question as you join the leads in their quest and as you go on, new questions will creep up your mind creating new ideas of what might or might not happen.
"Life is only beautiful because it ends."-Mars


fake awkward vs. real awkward

10:58 PM

fake awkward vs. real awkward

Words... They leave strong impressions, as well as actions, in this tickled white and black world.Actually, it's a two way process. Words cannot be described without a person visualizing it in his mind; Actions cannot be well portrayed without words. Just think about it. Sunshine kissed my skin early in the morning. There's nowhere I can hide. It found me while I'm dwelling in my most sacred place, in dreamland lying on my bed.

Yep. You sure did imagined it.Now visualize someone doing what is said on the photo, both scenario.

Have you done it?
Yay! Congratulations! You're human now. Wipee~~
No. Just kidding.

In this generation it seems that what people find unpopular(the word is unpopular because everything popular seems the thing people accept) in the generation before us is now what people accept popular(popular because that's what people all over the corners of our entire planet seems to be crazy about). 

Just like the two scenario in the photo. One is an awkward faker and the other is an awkward realist.If you're born in the generation before us(and considering you're not yet infected with this generation) you'd think it is so not cool to be awkward. I mean seriously, who would like to hang out with an awkward person(referring to the second person in the scenario)?
But no...our generation prefer to be awkward. For what reason? Well, this generation thinks that being awkward is being cute, being adorable, being ultimately 'it'. /sighs/It just makes me sad.
 What if the children of in our generation grew up thinking being awkward is the proper way to be? Would they ever be able to find their real selves? My professor in NSTP class once said, "We are all children of our time." For example, you're born in the time Afros are in trend then you would appreciate every person you see wearing an Afro. Or maybe you were born in World War I.
 All you'll think about is fight, survive, then die.It's a matter of time, intellect, and chance.We are all buried in our own thoughts. Think the things you want to. I'm just expressing mine.


The power of food

7:39 PM

The sun is high. The weather's hot. My skin is being bitten by the sun's rays. My mind's being shattered to pieces. I'm burned. 
I was a bit grumpy and confused early this morning because of the very very hot weather today. I went out by around 8 a.m. to go to church and the sun is already at rage. I don't know what I did wrong for it to hurt me, my skin, and brain. Maybe because I learned to love the moon more. I never truly know. I think the teacher saw something in me. He kept looking at me, his eyeballs peering at me intensely. I was scared but I put on my mask because I want to appear strong. 

Anyways, I'm here today to tell you my great adventures with food. \(^o^)/ Yaay!!

Wow! Ain't that watermelon mouth-watering? Yes. It's summer time here in the Philippines and believe me, living in a tropical country is hot, emphasizing in "summer". That watermelon up there is one of the things you'll love in the hot weathers. Now let's talk about the POWER of FOOD.

I love food. More so I  religiously praise it. :3 Understanding that I am Asian, I am very fond of Asian foods.Sushi, Kim bap, Dim sum, Curry, Fish balls, Onigiri, Popiah, Adobo, Satay, etc.
There are so many varieties of food Asians can offer. One simple dish is the Spamusumi. It is Spam, Norri, and rice. Eat it and your tummy will be thrilled to taste more.

Asian love sweets. We are very fond of yummy chocolates and cakes to served with teas. It is especially necessary on a hot afternoon. It helps us destress the troubles of the day.

Now, presenting: The power of FOOD!!

1. It keeps us energized!
Food is like the fuel in vehicles. Without it, we would be like a leaf being thrown wherever by the wind. So don't forget to eat your breakfast everyday.

2. It helps us maintain good eyesight.

Certain vegetables like carrots contain Vitamin A which is needed by our eyes to function more effectively. Bugs Bunny loves his carrots. Let's do the same! (And also, it's a plus for spotting your secret crush. hehe!)
3. Food helps improve our skin.
Ever wonder how to have nice, celebrity-like skin? Healthy food is the key! Tomato is high in antioxidants such as Vitamins C & A and antioxidants keeps our skin healthy.

4. Food relieve depression.
Ever had a broken heart, failed your exam, hurt yourself, felt down, or just depressed? Don't you always crave for ice cream, chocolate or any food when you feel down and then instantly feel somehow calmer? Yes. That's the power of food alright. Especially chocolates because it contains endorphin which make a person more livelier, happier, and active.

Haha! Okay maybe that was too much for chocolates, Mello.. Moving on...

5. Food helps improve your bones.
Foods makes us stronger and firmer! And in addition, it helps us have strong muscles.

6. Food makes it easier for us to sleep.

Oh my! Those cute sleeping faces makes me want to muffle in my bed, too!

Well, I guess that's it I have to offer about foods. Hehe!!
Hope it helped, somehow. 


Anime/manga Quotes

8:06 PM

Today I was posting anime/manga quotes on my twitter account and thought, "Why not share it in my blog?" So here, I'm gonna share some famous quotes from different anime/manga.^^

There’s no such thing as a painless lesson. They just don’t exist. Sacrifices are necessary. You can’t gain anything without losing something first although if you can endure that pain and walk away from it, you’ll find that you now have a heart strong enough to overcome any obstacle. Yeah, a heart made fullmetal.Edward Elric (Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood)Humankind cannot gain anything without first giving something in return. To obtain, something of equal value must be lost. That is alchemy’s first law of equivalent exchange. In those days, we really believed that to be the world’s one and only truth.Alphonse Elric (FullMetal Alchemist)Loving a person isn’t about logic or reason.(Paradise Kiss)

Someday my memories will fade…and her voice, her actions, I might forget them as well, but I will always remember that I loved Saber.-Shirou(Fate/Stay Night)

You see, after wandering in the darkness for so long, a light brought me happiness. It’s all thanks to you.Chrono (Chrono Crusade)

I am not the one at fault, the world is.Lelouch Lamperouge (Code Geass)

Be guided by the truth.Shota Kazehaya (Kimi ni Todoke)I can’t whistle so i just say the words wheet-whoo.Fay D. Flourite (Tsubasa Chronicles)

True pain takes time, my friend.Hiei (Yu Yu Hakusho)
I can show you what color your brain is.Revy (Black Lagoon)

Sokka: I’m too young to die!Old Fisherman: I’m not but I still don’t wanna!(Avatar: The Last Airbender)

Is there a limit to how much you can love somebody? No matter how much I hurt him or get hurt by him, I find myself far from hating him, actually hoping that those wounds will scar, like burns…because then you can never forget me.Kamijou Hiroki (Junjou Romantica)I was younger then, I wasn’t afraid of anything, I didn’t think about dying for a second. I thought I was invincible. Then I met some girl. I wanted to live, I started to think like that; for the first time I was afraid of death. I had never felt like that before.Spike Spiegel (Cowboy Bebop)

Even if armed with hundreds of weapons… there are times when you just can’t beat a man with a spear of conviction in his gut.(One Piece)No matter what happens, I’ll keep on moving. Until this life runs out of me, I’ll keep on walking.Allen Walker (D.Gray-man)

Admiration is the furthest thing from understanding.Aizen Sosuke (Bleach)

"I have decide not to abandon. No matter what kind of path I choose, if some sort of sacrifice must be made, it is only Ayuzawa who will not sacrifice. Because I think if I am with Ayuzawa, I can overcome anything."-Usui Takumi
Well, that's it for now. I hope you liked the quotes I posted.^^


My Happy Crush

7:56 PM

Oh my peanut butter and pillows! I never ever ever almost thought I'd have a happy crush in this almost boring full of weirdness and sweet surprise media life! So I was just checking one of the recommended channel in youtube by a magazine I bought when I went to the mall with my mom. Of course I was very happy as my ultimate fun hobby is to read read and read! Now, there were a lot of sites this magazine suggested to be visited which made me itsi bitsi dizzy at the time I went to check on all the sites.And then today I was fully able to really visit a fun one which is charlieissocoollike!
I promise on my hot sweet chocolate bar you would never regret you visited his site just because.
Charlie is so bubblin' cute especially when he tries to emphasize something and his face just goes crazy adorkably cute! Adding to that, some of the videos he make is very education like this one: Cool science: Light and he can also give my everyday life justice like this one:Stop procrastinating.
Did I already mention that he's so incredibly adorkfully cute? Yes. I think I already did. :))
 He's Charlie McDonnel

Oh! and . uhm.. That's his serious glasses
Soo cute.I'm dying. Dyyyying


18 days left

5:07 PM

Remember I told you I that I need to clear my mind and know what's going on and to figure out what I need to do? I'm super proud to tell you that I've had some eye opening moment(well, at least that's what I think of it).

I have come to terms with my alter-ego. I have thought of the times I have spent in Manila. I was terribly lonely about my fan girl life. I have gone in to a total hiatus which is considered to be undesired.
Now, to make up for the lost times I am to spend the rest of the month doing research about the events I wasn't able to cover. Pyon! Pyon! Such a great idea. I'm a genius I should just marry myself.

Then after this month I am to make up for the missed opportunities to make myself better. Last school year was a total breakdown of my nerd phase. My nerd mind was not fed properly so it turned into its hibernation moment. It has to be activated again! I still don't have plans though. But in time I will discover it with open eyes, mind and heart. I'm so invincible. I'm a unicorn! 


Sunggyu to be a contestant in "The Genius: Rules of the Game"

4:30 PM

The Genius: Rules of the Game is a survival game show where contestants are to fight each other till only one remains to be crowned the winner. Guess what? Our Infinite's Sunggyu is to be part of it! As we all know he placed in middle school(?), and was pretty popular with girls(as he says).
The games seem to be pretty hard which, in the end, made Sunggyu say,  “It could be true that I don’t know what I’m doing but that’s for only me to know“.
Hehe!! I'm excited and at the same time terrified. I sure do hope Sunggyu pass all of it and be the winner! Let's pray and hope and support. Sarangahae Sunggyu! ♥


At the end of the day..

4:20 PM

At the end of the day, all I wanna see is you...

My cotton candy bend and muffly pillow. ♥



4:08 PM

Hi! Hello! :)
I'm still feeling the prick of pain of yesterday's event but fear not! I'm reviving the feeling of hope. My lips still holds it. 

Okaayy. Why did I suddenly put L's teaser photos for his Bravo Viewtiful photo essay book?kekeke~
It's pretty obvious to us Inspirits that L loves his camera. What more, we Filipino Inspirits saw him come out of their waiting room in Manila Hotel holding is precious camera. Now he has his own photo essay book will be released in May!! Good job our dearest visual L!! We love you!
There will only be 30,000 copies to be made so fans better save money starting now.
Check it out on the links below:

One of the reasons I posted that is because I also have a dream to be a photographer. Well, L just inspired me more. Isn't it amazing to capture moments, people, nature, and events and will be able to look at it later?
I like cameras. One time I and my bff made a photoshoot. I became her photographer for the day. It was fantastic! I also got to choose the clothes and I was so happy all I pick turned out to be great.



11:08 PM

I am just in utter gush of sadness right now.
I was scrolling down on my tumblr dashboard and happily re-blogging post when I came to read one particular post. It just said "#KARAMFIGHTING Karam's dad died of heart attack"

no. i.can't.do.this.anymore.

I was just about to tell my ultimate success on finding out the right thing for me to do but this post just made me stop and think and feel sad. I mean I'm a MASTER for almost 2 years now and this just makes me real sad. Karam being one of DGNA's member and his dad.... no I can't type it.
I jusst.. I'm a mess
Sorry I'm out of here.
Let me touch the pain of this event for a moment in behalf of DGNA and the MASTER family.
May Karam's dad rest in peace. Y_Y


Clear my mind

11:57 PM

Sunbeams found me. Still lying on my bed, tending in my dreams the precious little pleasures only it can show me. My, for instance, I want to fly, only in my dreams I can do that, if it'd happily let me. Sometimes, I become a bird sure as a real bird with its wings that it can fly. I try to keep in mind everytime I go cuddle my pillow and blanket like clouds and marshmallows that when I wake up, the real world will shine like the moon never shone on your face the night so precious when the stars wished you good night. I like the dark. Much as well I say I love it to my fancy. Gory movies never let me down like an axe to be forced to the victim by the serial killer. But anyways, I did not waste your time to tell you that. But I guess I will when you'll start reading the next pace of my existence and difficulties. You've been warned.

I guess I'm too indifferent, though I can see through my friends' bare eyes that I'm a less than an inch easy to dig up. I guess I give away expressions to my emotions too easily. Time passes by and the birds migrate. Am I the only one attached too much to my fancies? I'm confused. My mind too taken aback. 

For the passed days I can say myself had been quite greedy though I take time to look my reflection in the mirror to check if I'm still sane. Yes I am still sane, just something made me...mad. I guess that's the word for my actions.

I've been on the cyber world for quite sometime now. I have been in this thing of making up for the lost times. It makes sense since I've been so lonely caged in my room with nothing but stick and dried leaf to live with. So now, I do things as I please. Download all the mv of my idols. Listen to music till it  lull me to sleep. Watch whatever I found interesting. Eat whatever is edible on the dinning table. Talk less, write further more.  Get old by days, younger by smiles. But nothing seemed to be the right thing. This kills me. This always happen almost every single day at it bothers me. I have no life. I thought it would make me quite happy, it did so blissfully, but it went away with just a blink. It leaves me with a bad taste in my mouth when time fly so fast with me stuck in puddle. This scares me to death.

I don't know how to deal with this frightful obsession of mine. Nothing seems to be fantastic even if I try to see positive in little things. Shall I take time to think, away from the keyboard and tired fingers? Shall I go see  the world out there, explore a little more? Listen to the birds and smile a real one?

I don't know. I'm too confused. I'm too resentful. I should hid my face behind cold rocks. I don't want my loved on to see me like this. I'm too...bleak.

I hope I'll find the shooting stars soon. It'll sure make me happy. I guess I will start my search first thing when the sunbeams find me again, then again maybe after I work out.


I miss doing groceries

8:48 PM

I love food.
Early this morning I have thought how I missed baking and cooking
and just experimenting food.
Then I asked mommy when she will go to the market 'cause I plan to tag along to 
buy food, and also to lessen my expenses. Kekeke~
But, the sad thing is, she won't be going to the market for a while. Sigh~
This made me really cheerless.
Like a bird with a bread crumb but unable to eat it.
Like a warrior with a sword never to be used.


Oh well. My life is full of misfortunes.
I wonder when the wheels of fate will turn.
I can't do anything yet at the moment.
I'm still under my parent's custody.
But someday, I'll be able to do the things I am born to do.
When the right time comes, I will not hesitate.
I'll live my life to the fullest.
But for now, I have to do good in the things I do.


By the way, why do people think eating salad is funny?


By the way, something that cheered me up.
A song from my all time favorite korean drama: Full House


Do you believe in evil? I was screwed

8:20 PM

I was happily lounging on the couch carelessly watching "Adams Family Values" when 
people started acting nuts on some minor twinkie things in the history of
the 21st Century while our little kitties gleefully taking their precious naps.

I mean seriously, can't the universe and Zeus be more cruel to me?
*Dances Before the Dawn- Why Why? Why Why? Why Why???*

Okay so nuff with that I'm just so wickedly sad it's like I've missed a lot of precious moment
in this life. in my generation. and I'm just a parasite.

I know I can't change that... I can't do no more about it
My life's damaged
My dreams slowly crushed
Is it my fault I was born with this
Evil lurking slowly from the dark side of something close to me
Haunting me
Luring me in
To keep the pain inside me 
I can feel myself. Becoming weak
Bleeding from the inside
The scars won't heal
Too deep
Too dark
Too late to save
Shall I cry for my misfortuned life for the rest of my existence?
Why, tell me, am I too indifferent to understand?

I can't speak of this
So I write
But it seems that writing is also slowly being taken away
by something..
Does writing find me too burdensome to keep company?
Does it feel no life with me?
Tell me, where do these letter go when they are not written of or spoken of?
Do they hide?
Do they run away?
Do they fly towards the sad and lonely moon up there?
Do they adore the stars?
Do they hate the sun? The heat? 'Cause I know I do
Do they go to someone else's mind and leave you for good?

I won't like that
My only company.. leaving me..
Too painful
Too much to take
It kills me
Making it too soon for The Grim Reaper

No. Stop. This is too much. Sadly, I must go back to my misfortunes.
I must eat.


Hi there!

12:43 PM

I know it's been so long since I was able to update.
What a cliche huh? I think I've already made a post like this? hehe so sorry
My 1st year in College officially ended on March 22, 2013

Experiencing things without any family member was a bit tough. You have to take care of yourself and be cautious most of the time. You have to try your best not to get sick because no one's there to take care of you. What's more hard is doing school stuffs and running errands. You have to do things all by yourself. You have to buy the things you need. You have to decide for everything.
Yes, I sometimes make the wrong decisions but I always make sure I learn from it.

I became a staff writer in our school publication named, The Magdalo. Though a lot of times I'm not doing my best(till now I still haven't passed my work for the last issue of school year 2012-2013. Oh uh!)

Oh I so love reading!! And yes, most of the time I read in bed because the dorm I stay on doesn't have a big space so I always have to stay on my bed whether I'm studying, eating, or just resting.
I love reading fiction, classic, fantasy books. My most favorite was The Hunger Games Trilogy, Nicholas Sparks' works, The Secret Garden, Rick Riordan's works, and many more!!

I really son't get people. It's so hard for me to get to have a conversation with them especially if their aura intimidates me: those who I think is the people opposite of my kind. 

There was this guy I liked at school. He liked me, too. Though I was always the one looking for way for us to get to know each other and it annoyed me. Of course, since I liked the guy I used pink shadow effect. We became kinda close. We confessed our feelings, he gave me christmas present, and then talked behind my back.
I mean wth you're such a bad person you  make me angry! JERK really suits his name >n<
Okay. Enough with this useless topic.
"Don't remember and regret it.
Just move on and forget it."

I've been kinda weak in faith. I don't remember my the reason behind it but it was pretty pathetic of me.
I'm trying to bring back my faith in God again.

I've been kinda materialistic. There was so many things I wanna have but I have to limit spending 'cause I only have enough for food, house, and school expenses; sometimes not even enough.



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